Feelin' kinda real..

My little babies!
They're growing up so fast..
Other than my sweetheart, these little one's get a whole lot of love from me.. I just love them all so much, especially Pepper. <3 So I enrolled in a new college today and I've been crying every since because I hate the fact that Pat wont be with me this time.. It's only a couple days but It's fuckin lame. I have such hope for our future though, that I must do this..
For us,
and everything that we are.
I'll have my degree in less than a year, so I hope I chill out and realize this is ALL for the best, and not to be scared of being alone in class..
It's for learning, not kissing and being the hot gamer couple.. I guess..
I've been having serious anxiety attacks this past week but very bad today, and the kpins aren't working that well.. It's not fun not being able to breathe..
Anyways, I need to sleep.
Mom is so on my fucking nerves.
I ask for one piece of important paperwork and it's just too hard for her. Ugh.
Whatever, I love my fiance..
My heart is full.

And I'm rockin the hype shit. Always.

Slaughter - Royce Da 59"