NOW YOU DON'T FUCKING TAKE CARE OF ME."
so, i cant get a hold of my dad-- and that's very bad.
i figured out, that i need to get my guitar and violin back at my mom's house, or move back to dads, don't got a clue.
and, i need another guitar, i need two.
i need to get this shit together.
I'm pretty pissed about a lot of things.
idk.
Ive been listening to nin religiously like i used to, its so therapeutic.
when i was younger life was so simple.
gettin stoned+great below=pwn.
but i don't smoke pot anymore,
but it made life seem so simple..
i hate waking up feeling dead.
its quite depressing.
I'd do anything to be simple again..
i need to find a way.
when i have children they're gonna be little metal heads.
with all the love in this world,
rockin heavy fuckin metal.
and playing instruments, skateboarding, and everything i wanted to do when i was little but was not allowed to.
they'll be lovin there lives.
