EVER.
Some people say it's just a stage... But unfortunately, they are sadly sadly mistaken.
Diuretics, vomiting, and starving is a way of life.
A fuckin shitty one, but-- You will never EVER really heal.
No matter how happy, or how successful you are. If you have an ed, I guarantee it will never ever leave your life.
It may subside for a month or two, or even a year. But,
It always comes back.
It wants to ruin your life.
It wants to make it worse than it already is.
No matter what.. The disease will never ever be cured.
There will always be triggers, just like the drugs.
There will always be the fucking need to be perfect,
In such a not so perfect world..
And it just ends up in destruction.
Every time.
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