The MASSIVE come down.

“I told you I'd never say goodbye.

Now I'm slipping on the tears you've made me cry.

Why does it come as a surprise?

To think that I was so naive.

Maybe it didn't mean so much,

But it meant everything to me."

So idk, I made a private post yesteday because its very embarrassing the way my life has been.
It's shameful and depressing and it makes me hate myself. Oh, and I finally made it to my dad's.

Questions for the night:
Why does life suck so bad?
Why do I exist?
Why did shit end up this way?
Why am I so fucking confused?
Why is it that I've turned into someone I hate?
Why do I feel like I'm not where I'm suppose to be?
And..
WHY DON'T I HAVE A FUCKING WARLOCK SO I CAN FUCKING FEEL THAT FUCKING RUSH AND ADRENALINE OF MAKING A BEAUTIFUL FUCKING INANIMATE OBJECT SOUND SO MOTHER FUCKING BAD ASS???
Maybe coping would be different.

Guess I'm always wanting something I can never have, right?